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July 08th 2003

Once again I've overslept, I didn't hear my mobile phone when the alarm went on. I've slept with the small light on, which is above my bed, because I was afraid that insects could come in the darkness and slit my stomache, pick my eyes out or do things I couldn't even imagine. I've killed a spider before I went to bed, I tried to smash it, but I decided to use a vacuum cleaner instead. After I've killed the spider I felt guilty, and I saw black dots in all corners, screaming "YOU KILLED OUR FRIEND! WE WILL KILL YOU WHEN YOU'RE ASLEEP!".
I woke up at 6 am, noticed that I was still alive, thankfully, and the light was still on, and the sun started to shine on this side of the world. I turned off the light and fell asleep again. For the last hour.
Friends tell me about their problems. Probems with other human beings, they get no attention, or they get negative attention, like playing jokes on someone for just being individual, for just drawing oblisks made of bones and skulls.
We aren't accepted, we aren't supported, we aren't alive. We're dead, we need psychiatrists, we need cliques, we need outer values, we need idols, we need new girl/boyfriends every week. We are dirt. We are nothing.
Just because of being individual.
Shouldn't there be a support, a present for creative and individual thoughts? People should be judged because of their inner values, people should work on their inner values.
Most of those non-individualists are just jealous because they can't think of their own worlds, they can't be creative, so they destroy individualism, because they can't handle it. This is what we should think when we deal with such persons.
They're those people with stones and sticks. We're those people with pencils and visions.
They're the present. We're the future.
They're dead, we're alive.

June 26th 2003

A german hq fan called "Terrok" visited a friend who owned a webcam. The results can be seen here: Click.

June 21st 2003

Finally Bomb victims arrived. Thanks to Handy! Get it here!

And we've got a new member: Swartz will add some reviews about games, movies and so on at sven's corner. (:

Stay dead.

June 20th 2003

We got a new member: Colt will add a new project soon, he's a good mapper and will provide us with lots of excellent sadism (:

Another good news: we'll soon be able to play bomb victims as a mini game (:

Stay dead.

June 14th 2003

Hi there.

I found another interesting site: Click here. It's some sort of online game for which you can create your own levels and someone did a halfquake thing for it. Though I don't know the controls for it, all I could do is turn around with the arrow keys and fire with F. But I guess that's why it's called Halfquake hehe...

I also found out that someone on created a mobile phone logo called "Halfquake" which looks like an evil smiley. This is only working for austrians, but it's cool anyway cause I don't know who did this.

Also I forgot to mention the comic page "Kingpen" by moxdiamond (sorry dude, but better late than never): Click here ( and another french forum entry containing a link to halfquake: SiteDuZero

It's amazing how halfquake spreads...

Next thing is that it is quite hot here and I'm totally lazy. I can't do anything but sweat, sweat and curse the sun out there. It would be cool if someone could make a giant disc above this city avoiding sunbeams and heat. It would cost almost nothing cause on this disc would be enough space for lots of sponsors heh. Of course this already happened in one episode of the Simpsons in which Burns made such a disc and stole Springfield its sun. But hey, I'd be glad if someone were that rich and could do something like that. I hate sun and heat and I fucking want to finish personal halfquake without sweating to death.

As for the tshirt contest I already got 10 people who sent me something. More would be appreciated of course. (:

I wonder why is down .. anyway, I'll go back to somewhere, waiting for autumn and winter.

Stay dried.

p.s.: The Money Syndrome - No TCPA




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