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April 16th 2004

Well, I did it again. I updated PHQ. Yes, I guess I'm addicted to it, a workaholic, I'm addicted to positive criticism, I'm addicted to attention. I'm addicted to my minority complex. Sounds like fun? It isn't. Everything you do has to be absolutely perfect. So, maybe perfectionists are just children with minority complexes. I'm a child. Everyone's just a child. We never grow up. We never leave our dreams behind. We just realize that most of our dreams we had aren't possible in this world. We realize that existence must be a sadistic joke. We realize that life is not meant to last forever. We realize that people can die actually. We realize that our hands, our youthful skins and bones and bodies will be buried one time, buried or burnt. And forgotten. We realize that everything we do and even though we're trying so hard to leave a mark on this planet - in the end we'll be forgotten, we'll be just a senseless blood stain in someone's endless book.

The more we realize the truth the more we wish it was a lie.

April 14th 2004

Reporting in. I'm still alive (or the opposite), I've got a few additional ideas for HQS and at the moment I don't feel like working on PHQ anymore for some weeks. The reasons are just human and the more I think about it and my current situation the more I realize that things have gone into the wrong direction from the first moment. Single player is better than multi player. Because one human is intelligent and the more people there are the less intelligent people you'll see. I'm not insulting anyone and I don't want to offend anyone. All I want to say is that games featuring player versus player fights/competitions do not feature a happy end.

At the moment PHQ has no end at all, but we're far away from happiness.

But the good side effect - as weird as it might sound - is that I have more time for Halfquake Sunrise now. And for the comics, hopefully.

The next song for Halfquake Sunrise is almost finished and today I might continue working on my world.

Stay dead.

April 01st 2004

Hey, dear respected reader.

First for your viewing pleasure a picturesque imagination from Werewolf. Special thanks to him.

I'll be on vacation for the next week and I'll return with a few ideas, motivation, blahblahblah.. The comic will continue afterwards. You get the idea. Thanks for watching!

I don't know how I feel at the moment. Spring is causing allergic reactions and I hardly get any good sleep. Thus I'm very tired and floating in a depressive mood.

HQS isn't evolving right now. I'll continue working on it after my vacation, hopefully.

Stay where you are and be yourself.

March 11th 2004

A few days ago I made a new portal site for Actually I didn't expect anyone to like it - but it turns out that people do so. Of course, I'm glad and I appreciate it.

Though the plans for were kinda different. I wanted to draw something huge, but then I was sitting in the office and was bored and started coding the new entry page. Maybe I'll change it again soon. Or maybe not. People like it, so why bother changing?

HQS is under heavy construction. That's why the HQA comics are not updated. I will however try to update it next week, but I stop promising. My head is concentrating on HQS right now and I don't want to interrupt the creative flow.

Every day I go to bed I see things before my eyes, white and black shapes and rooms, and suddenly I have another idea for a part of HQS. My mind's thinking in "levels" again, fortunately.

Not only the comic is suffering, but PHQ is suffering too. I try to change HealTheDragon a bit on the weekend if I can scratch some free time together. But again, I won't promise anything.

Besides, I'm still trying to write a book called "Princess Anblis". I really want to finish that too, but it takes a lot more motivation to start writing again. Actually I shouldn't have stopped.
Anyway, don't bother asking me about it, it's german and it's not finished. After I've done that I might release it on my personal homepage,

What else? Well, I'm trying to find a job as a webdesigner. I really think I've got some good chances to get one. I'm going to ask 5 companies and all I can do is waiting and hoping.

As usual.

February 29th 2004

I apologize for the absence of HQA Comics last week. I decided to reduce the amounts of comics to 2 strips per week. I need more time for HQS now and I guess you understand.

There are two sites I wanted to mention. First a german dragon fanpage by Loony99 and Chaos: We Are Dragons

And there's a russian mod under construction which will feature a parody halfquake level. ISPITATEL 3

Stay dead.




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